Brigit Astar's Confession

[Brigit Astar]

I am twenty-five years old, and I am five foot seven and weigh one thirty. I have long flowing honey-colored hair falling in wispy waves past my shoulders. My eyes are deep green and have a stormy look to them. I have a peachy complexion. My face is heart-shaped. I favor wearing short short skirts, and silk blouses.

My breasts are firm and upright. No sagging. They are rounded uplifted mounds of creamy smoothness—the shape and size of coconuts. The nipples jut up rubbery and erect.

My tummy is flat; my hips curved; and my legs sleek and full.

I don't shave my pubic hair—I trim it. I have a wispy thatch of honey-colored pubic hair above my little slit.

My back is straight; my rump is curved, perky and smooth.

I'm not hung-up about my body but neither am I possessed of any false modesty. I know I'm attractive, and I accept it. I've got a nice face and body; so what?

I have no sexual hang-ups. I enjoy sex with both men and women. I am quite liberal when it comes to sex. And even though I enjoy sex with people, I enjoy solitary masturbation too. I masturbate quite often.

When I palm my breasts, I slowly slide my hands over the mounds. A fizzing tingling feeling radiates through them. It feels quite delicious.

When I run my hands over my titties, I press my palms on them and slide my fingers over the nipples. I squeeze my titties and pinch the nipples. The piercing pleasure-pain is so intense, I usually gasp aloud.

I am quite vocal when I masturbate.

I briskly stroke my titties, rubbing and kneading them, and I gasp at the sharp thumping feeling running through my breasts, down below my tummy and up to my throat. My lips and mouth are usually dry by this time, and I swallow, and lick my lips.

When I move a hand down over my belly, down to my thighs, I slightly spread my legs and run a hand down between them.

When I stroke my cunny, bolts of wet fire shoot up my pussy. I pant aloud as I rub my yoni.

I slowly slide a finger in and stroke my clit with my thumb. I gasp at the sensation.

I begin stroking harder, panting and gasping, as a miniclimax ripples up and down my pussy.

I continue to rub. Another climax starts to build...

It feels so good, I can't really adequately describe it...

I think only another woman can understand the feeling; although I do understand from communicating with men, that the feeling is akin to the building up of the climax in a man. There is the difference of course that a man's orgasm or climax is different from a woman's. A woman can have a number of climaxes or orgasms, whereas a man is limited to one—until he builds up his “strength” again.

I know I have not adequately described the difference between a man's and a woman's climax or orgasm. But I think everyone who has had sex will know what I am trying to say.

As I stated, masturbation is something I do quite often. It is something that nature has given us that provides pleasure, that's the way I look at it. There is absolutely nothing wrong with it. What could possibly be wrong with providing pleasure for yourself when you're not hurting anyone?

[saintman]

Wow Brigit.Thank you for a beautiful mental image.

[Stryfn1]

Damn!

[ImmortalBeloved]

Thanks Brigit. For me it's a big turn on when women share their masturbation experiences.

Somewhere on here I was watching, and commented on, a couple of videos off (I think) ishotmyself.com of women masturbating and I find them far more arousing than in-my-face porn which can become boring and leave nothing to the imagination. Seeing the expression of a woman masturbating is to me like a delicious voyeuristic glimpse into their private world.

To me masturbation is a totally normal activity, highly pleasurable. And their are no limits to our imagination as we fantasise. Thanks again for sharing.

[crzy67]

Thanks for sharing.

[Brigit Astar]

I wanted to go into much more detail but I thought it would be too long.

[Stryfn1]

It wasn't too long. In fact you left us all wanting so much more. Very hot and sensual, Brigit.

[Brigit Astar]

I am beginning writing a story, which will take up most of my sexual energy. The story is entitled Twice-Raped Preacher's Wife - Part 2, and it is a continuation or sequel to a story I wrote a few months ago. But maybe I can write something while I'm doing it that will continue what I do and feel--and look like--when I masturbate. I think I need to add something about photos. I have stated this before, but it was about a year ago. I will not post photos on any erotic site on the internet, because it could result in my getting into trouble--especially with my job. I am serious about this.

[ImmortalBeloved]

I will not post photos on any erotic site on the internet, because it could result in my getting into trouble--especially with my job. I am serious about this.

Totally understand that one. Some people are way too careless.

And, hope this doesn't diverge from the topic at hand which is not my intention, but relevant. To do with what people download (rather than upload of themselves). Only a week ago a business colleague in the states explained to me how they were busy writing a character reference for an ex-colleague now in prison. An audit of their systems had uncovered a few pictures of underaged women (girls?) that he'd downloaded years ago (click on the link and look at it and you've downloaded it, which is a concept some people seem to struggle to understand). He's now a respectable family guy, loves his kids, that photo was a careless moment at a time that is to him now irrelevant, but is facing 5 years inside.

Sorry Bridget, didn't mean to derail your excellent thread, but your comment is very apt. What we upload, and download, on the web leaves its mark somewhere, and one day it can come back to bite people in the arse severely. PS, I work in IT and have for a long time.

[John_Doe]

A beautiful description, and I hope you develop it more or tell us more experiences you have as you really helped make me very, very, very happy as i read it ;) I love to read a woman's descriptions of how she masturbates, as can express a lot I feel, and it's always hot and get so horny imagining it in my mind as I read it.

One thing I hope you don't mind, but does it get you aroused knowing that your stories or descriptioins like this also get guys hard and jerk off over the idea of them? Ive heard mixed reactions alot, some girls absolutely hate the idea of guys jerking off over them or a picture of them, or something like that. Yet some women actually find it arousing themselves knowing a guy actually masturbates over the idea of them (be it picture, stories of teasing/describing things like how they masturbate?) and some women actually get off themselves knowing that just the ides of a guy jerking off over herself in some form is very hot and enjoy it a lot and gives them more pleasure, with it being that 'you can look but cant touch' kind of roleplay thing as doesnt really harm anyone but find it sexy to know that? I dont think anything wrong with Masturbation as its natural and we all do it (well 99% of us), in our own different ways that we enjoy the best, and like said, it doesnt hurt anyone so why is it considered so bad, its our bodies we are pleasing.

Anyway, I hope you write more like this, would love to hear them and read them.

[Brigit Astar]

I've got plans for at least seven more stories percolating in my head. Plus I am going to continue working on Darling Daughter, which will be a seven-part novella--each part a separate story, but one that fits into the novella as a whole. So I probably have enough stories to write so that it takes me about a year. By that time I will probably have a number of other ideas for stories. I don't see me stopping writing any time soon.

As for my motivation to write masturbation accounts: I experience two sorts of arousal as I write. One is the actual writing itself--the act of writing erotic stories or articles gets me aroused as I write them. I usually masturbate during the course of writing the story (after I'm finished writing for that day). Then there is the arousal that comes from knowing that both males and females will read my stories and articles and will get aroused themselves--and probably masturbate; or if they're lucky they will be able to get with someone and rub, lick, suck and fuck.

I'm not into roleplay. I used to do it some, but gradually as I wrote more--and began working for a les boss and with bi co-workers--I did role-playing less and less on the internet or elsewhere. About a couple of years ago I began working as a compositor/ad rep for a newspaper. And about six months ago I got promoted to advertising manager of the newspaper.The paper has a les boss, and she and I have become very good close friends, and some of my co-workers at the newspaper are bi and/or les. What I'm saying is that over the past two years I have had a very fulfilling sex life. But I'm not les; I'm bi, and I also love licking and sucking cock and being fucked by men--in my pussy, my mouth, and my ass. As I mentioned, I also still masturbate.

[Saffer]

Thank you Brigit...I was totally drawn into your activity, could completely imagine it.

As for that honey-coloured hair - yum!

[Brigit Astar]

And my hair is naturally honey-blond too.

[Brigit Astar]

And my hair is naturally honey-colored too. I would never dye my hair.

[Brigit Astar]

Rereading my initial post, I actually thought: Hey, this isn't half-bad. Got to stop that or I'll start thinking I'm a good writer which is not good, because it will damage objectivity. A writer needs to be unselfconscious and unselfish and objective in order to write an erotic story.

[Zee Gal]

GreaT Start Brigit!

Keep us Cumming!

Kisses,

Steph

[Brigit Astar]

I'd like to

[Brigit Astar]

I open the door and Stevie Nicks is standing there...

[Barek]

Very hot imagery, Brigit. So, do you ever let a special friend watch you masturbate? This, to me, is one of the hottest things imaginable. And thanks for the detailed description of yourself. Now, all I have to do is close my eyes, and there you are!

[bumlover]

You sound very hot :heartbeat: are you sure you cant post a picture or two :luvlove:

[Scrubba70]

Love hearing that from a womans perspective

[Brigit Astar]

I wonder if it's true that as you get older--like past your thirties--that you masturbate less.

[Marlene38EE]

depends on the person. *shrug*

[JBuck]

great visual pic you created

[Brigit Astar]

Thank you--glad you enjoyed it

[megan]

This came up over drinks the othe rnight. I was fascinated by the discussion as we all had various experiences.
Lets know what your experience is.

As a mature adult – how often do you masturbate?
(there was no doubt we all did it)

Alone; Times a week
With or by a partner/friend; Times a weekl

If you have a sex partner did it increase/decrease the frequency you masturbated after your partner joined you;

Another question for the guys was - what do you do when you ejaculate? - where does it go?

[Zelfito]

Well written, Great mental picture. And thoroughly enjoyed it Brigit

[Brigit Astar]

I'm glad you liked it.

[scotty2hotty]

great post Brigit.

[groomleader]

Oh my god, the mental imagery is blazingly erotic!

[comsmith22]

I don't know How I missed this one... Fantastic...

[myrasimmons45]

Brigit,

Your description is quite good and very relevant. I do it in a similar, but yet different way when I am alone. When I am with my master/husband, I do it, when commanded, in front of him and, sometimes, guests, the way he instructs. He knows me, my body and my needs even better, sometimes, than I know myself. I love gently stroking my body, caressing my skin lightly, moving slowly to my breasts and nipples. I then pinch and roll them gently but getting firmer and rougher as I get aroused. After I have a tot cum, I slide my hands down to my groin and explore myself, slowly moving to my slit and clit. I play with my clit until my body is screaming for penetration. Then I use my other hand to fuck my pussy, adding fingers as I stretch until I have my hand inside me. After that, I just hand and fist fuck myself as long as I need to be satiated, exhausted and collapse.

[Bridgit Astar]

Brigit Astar's Confession is incredible. So good. Whatever happened to her?

[groomleader]

Brigit Astar's Confession is incredible. So good. Whatever happened to her?

She left the site back around the end of 2013. She told us that she was not returning, and I sure do miss her.

[Barek]

I'm with you, GL. Miss Brigit so much...

[Bridgit Astar]

Hey--I'm back!

[groomleader]

Welcome back, I have missed you so much!!

[Bridgit Astar]

Missed you all too--more than I can say.

[kingwolf]

welcome miss astar, hopefully we will get more of your fantastic stories!

[Bridgit Astar]

welcome miss astar, hopefully we will get more of your fantastic stories!

You can count on it.

[kingwolf]

apparently i was distracted, meant to say "welcome back" haha

[Bridgit Astar]

apparently i was distracted, meant to say "welcome back" haha

Thank you...xxxxxxxxx