Fuck Me
by
on 10-13-2008 at 10:23 PM (4667 Views)
Seriously.......
I hate being horny. And the worse part is, everything ive tried
doesnt help as I have been accustomed to sex with a member
of the opposite sex. Hell I dont even really need to be fucked,
sit on my face and let my tongue have its way. Anything to
get my mind off my Ex. I hardly have anytime for myself
anymore as I have my baby girl on my days off so I can never
get any damn relief, and always think about the one and only
girl Ive ever had sex with. I dont even have any time to visit
friends, and they hardly seem to give me the time of day
anyway |(call me paranoid). Im not the most social person in
the world, and I do have not-so-tame jokes, but I need
interaction with other people, and unfortunatly my 4 month
(and 3 days!) old daughter just doesnt cut it right now. Im so
fucking depressed it aint bloody well funny. Work/Lily/work/lily
I want a little bit of me time, but then I would feel guilty about
leaving my daughter with my dad for a bit, I want to be part of
my daughters life, but I also want so me time, I dont know
what the hell Im going to do. I cant exactly leave my union
wage position, especially these days. That would be the worse
idea I could ever come up with. So mixed up, so lost
Sigh
Andrew Reist








