My name is Linda and this is a true story about some things that happened to me that changed my life forever.
I’ve sat down countless times to write this and stopped. It’s still a tough subject in my life, but I feel writing about it helps to sort it out, and look at the ways my life has changed.

I’m now 47 as I sit writing this, but what I’m writing about happened when I was 45. I’ve lived in southern California all my life the same town too. I met my husband when I was a senior in high school {he was a freshmen in college}. We dated for several years and married 2 days after my 23rd Birthday. He worked as a police officer and I was mostly a house wife. Till later when I got a job working at an office. We have 2 kids. Are life was pretty normal, we raised our kids, did the normal husband and wife things. Soon both our kids were of to collage, and we had an emptier house. Our daily routine changed a little, when Joe was switched to night shift at the station. He would leave the house at 12:00am to report by 1:00am. He would be off at 9:00 am but I left for work at that time working a 10:00 to 6:00 day shift. So we saw each other less then we use to but adjusted to it. This soon became a routine like before. At 45 I knew I still looked great for my age, and had a great body, so I liked to dress nice even a little on the sexy side. My husband sometimes did not like it because he said guys would hit on me. I mostly wore dresses that showed off a bit of cleavage, I always felt lucky to be blessed with large breasts 32d for my 5’2” frame. I never felt there was any harm in showing off a bit, because I always did it in a tasteful way. Did this helped to cause the start of all this? I’ll never know for sure.

The day started like any other day. I went to work and as offend happens when I’m busy the day seem to fly by. The clock struck 6:00 pm I left work and headed home. My husband and I sat and ate dinner together, and chatted about my day. When 12:00 am rolled around he left for work, and I was left in my empty house. I was board and could not sleep, so I decided to go out to the local 24 hour supermarket to buy junk food and a movie to watch. This was the decision that would change my life forever. Even though it was winter in mid February, the weather was warm so I tossed on a thin cotton dress and headed out. I looked through the bin of movies. Finding 2 I liked and grabbing some popcorn and candy and I checked out, and headed for my car the place was empty except for 7-8 other cars. I put my bags in the trunk and was unlocking my door and about to open it when a man approached me. He asked me if I had the time. I looked at my watch, and was about to say 12:48 when from behind, a hand clamped around my mouth and a very strong arm around my waist. The first man ran up and grabbed my legs. I was quickly carried to a car and tossed into the trunk. My mouth was gagged and my hands taped. Then the trunk lid closed, the car started up, and off we went.


We seemed to drive for ever. The fear of what was happing had me in shock. We finally stopped and the trunk opened 2 men in masks pulled me from it and slipped a blind fold over my eyes. I only saw a quick look at the inside if a house garage before the blind fold covered my eyes. They carried me through a door. I knew we were outside, I could feel the breeze hit me. We were not outside long though, before they carried me through another door, into a house I guessed. My panic meter went off and I tried to struggle and get free, but they pulled me down a flight of stairs where my blindfold fell off, and I saw that I was in a basement of a house.
I pulled free of the guy holding me and fell to the ground. I managed to get to my feet to run but my arms were still tied. So when I took no more then a few steps I was tripped and landed hard on my side knocking the wind out of me. I was grabbed up and carried to a mattress, lying at the end of the room. I was tossed on to it and the gag was pulled off and my arms unbound. The reality of what they were planning to do did not fully hit me till this moment, and with the gag off I tried screaming for the first time. My hands free I struggled and fought with them. I screamed out for help, so hard in fact it hurt my throat. I began screaming NOOO, STOP! When I cried out “PLEASE HELP ME THERE TRYING TO RAPE ME” one of them slapped me across the face saying “shut up bitch!!” it stunned me for a second, then the 1st guy said “hey man just let her scream all she wants no one can here anything down here” the 2nd guy who slapped me laughed, and then they set forth there full attention on me the 2nd guy held my arms above my head well the 1st guy got over top of me and began to pull at my dress. I kept screaming and crying for help and struggled to free my arms. But both men were very big, better then 6’. And at 5”2” 110 lbs I did not stand a chance. The 1st guy pulled at the top of my dress and ripped it open. The buttons that closed it popped off and flew everywhere. My breasts jumped out from behind my ripped open top and were exposed for them to see. The 2nd guy yelled out “HOLLY SHIT!” “Look at the size of those tits!” I had always felt lucky to have large breasts till that moment, now I only felt ashamed.

The 1st guy quickly ripped my dress off me and tossed it aside. Leaving me with just my panties, then he began to fondle, lick and suck my breasts. The emotions of all of it washed over me and I cried out, tears ran from eyes. No one but my husband had ever touched me before, and now some stranger was forcing himself on me. He only spent a few moments mauling my breasts before moving down my body. He reach out and grabbed my panties, with one hard tug yanked them down my legs and off of me. He then grabbed my legs at the ankles and pushed them back to my chest the 2nd guy still holding my arms grabbed hold of my ankles. He had no trouble holding my wrists and ankles at the same time. my left ankle and left wrist in his left hand and the same on my right side. I cried out at them even pleaded with them “Please don’t rape me!” “PLEASE!!” the 2nd guy let out a laugh and said “bitch nottin you say is gonna make us stop” “your gonna take it up the pussy hole all night”. Then the 1st guy suddenly pushed a finger inside my pussy. I let out a gasp at feeling it and I closed my eyes and cried. He worked his finger in and out a few times before saying “this bitch has a real tight pussy were gonna enjoy this one”. He worked his finger in and out till I started to get wet then he quickly slipped his finger out, and I heard him take down his pants. I didn’t want to look, but when I felt him spread my pussy lips open I opened my eyes and looked down. I freaked when I saw his cock. It was huge. Long and very thick.
By contrast my husbands cock was maybe 4” long and about as thick as a small carrot. This one looked more like 8” long and was thick as a cucumber. I screamed out “PLEASE NOOO!” ITS TOO BIG”!!!
He looked right into my eyes and said “you’ll learn to love it.” Then with a hard thrust he forced his cock into my pussy hole. I cried out as my pussy spread more then id ever felt, and after a real hard thrust he had it about half way in me. He then pulled back and pushed in slowly a few times, before pulling almost all the way out and then as before he thrust forward real hard and forced his entire cock up inside me.
He stayed deep inside me for a moment, then pulled back and began to rapidly piston his cock in and out of me. I was so mentally spent from what was happening, I cried out “O MY GOD IM GETTING RAPED!!” and for a second did not even realize I said it. Till the 2nd guy blurted out “what gave it away” “was it the big black cock in your little white pussy”…
The 1st guy kept pumping away inside me. The initial pain of his large cock being forced inside me soon went away, and in its place a tingling started in my pussy and belly. The 2nd guy had let my hands and legs go, and stepped away. The1st guy took hold of my wrists pinning them to the mattress my legs lay hanging out to the side limp. He pinned me into the mattress every time he thrust inside me. Soon the feeling became more intense. I squeezed my eyes shut and closed my mouth to try to hide pleasure that was sweeping over me. My mind raced. How, could this be happing!? I was getting raped! I didn’t want it to feel good!! But try as I could to fight it off, it got to feeling even better. It had long since past anything I ever felt well with my husband. And even past how good it ever felt when I touched myself. It built till I was having a full blown orgasm. Something id never had with my husband. I could not hold back anymore, my mouth opened, and I let out quick sharp moans something id never done before. The 1st guy yelled “YA! see I told you, you would love it”
My orgasm peaked and then I came. My juices poured out of me, and I shut my eyes in the utter shame of it all. I felt like a whore.
Right after I stopped cumming, he shorted up his strokes and let out an “O ya Oya im cumming!” He pushed his cock all the way in, and I felt his cum spray all over deep inside me.

He lay on top of me, his cock still firmly buried in my pussy. He looked into my eyes and said “This is the first time you had a black cock up your pussy, right?” I looked away, not wanting to let him humiliate or make me feel more shame then I all ready did. When I didn’t answer him, He grabbed me around the jaw, and turned my head so we were face to face. He had a look on his face that told me he was pissed and was ready to hurt me. He starred at me for a few seconds then he said “im gonna tell you this just once, I ask a question you are gonna answer it.” “Understand”? I started to shake as I nodded and managed a weak “yes” he gave me more his mean glare then said “good” “also if you try lying to me, you gonna be one sorry bitch.” “DON’T MESS WITH ME” “ NOW, This is the first time you had a black cock up your pussy, right?” I gave in knowing I had no choice. I replied. “Yes, it’s the first time” “you married?” came next, again I replied “yes” “Where your husband at right now?” “Working” I said. He smiled then asked if I ever cheated on my husband? “NO” I replied. His smile grew a bit then he asked “your husband the only man you ever fucked?” I nodded my head well saying “yes” then he laughed a little before asking “do your husband have a small little white dick?” I really didn’t know how to answer him, and hesitated and stumbled with my words, before saying “ ya.” “orrraaa” “its fine” he broke out laughing and said “fine hun?” “how big is it?” I was feeling more humiliated with every question he asked, but knew I had no choice but to answer, but I lost it and just blurted out “ITS SMALL OK!”
“YOURS IS MUCH BIGGER IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT TO KNOW?!” I had yelled so hard I was shaking. Unfortunately for me, my outburst pissed him off, and I took several good slaps to the face.
I was dazed for a bit and very quickly learned not to do that again. The next then he said to me, when I showed I was settled down was. “BITCH, I told you not to mess with me” you do that again and I knock your teeth out your fucking mouth! Got it?” I quickly said “yes” He grinned and said “NOW ill ask again how big you husbands cock be?” I calmly said “about 4 inches long maybe” “And how thick” he replied. I was not sure about the thickness in inches so I said. “If your cock is like a cucumber. His is like a carrot.” My answer, seem to satisfy him so he moved on. “See now that was not hard was it?” he said.

The whole time he was doing this he still had his cock up my pussy, and was still fully hard. As soon as he stopped asking me the questions, He then began to slowly pump his cock in and out of me. The movement of his cock started my pussy feeling good again only after a few seconds. In response I moaned lightly and he said “ya that’s right you know you love having this big cock up your little pussy.” After only maybe 5 minutes I was being brought to another orgasm. The feeling was more intense then the first time it happened, the shame and humiliation of it all was almost too much. My mind was racing, and in a panicked jumble, How many times was I going to be raped? Were they going to even let me go free or kill me!? It was soon made worse by the things he started saying to me well he continued raping me. He started with rattling off question like statements that had more of an effect on me then I’m sure he realized. He started saying.

“YA, bitch im loving the feeling of putting my cock up your tight little pussy.”

“Just think right now well your hubby is working, he got no idea his wife’s getting raped.”

“I wonder how he feel if he finds out you had a big black cock up your pussy hole.”

“You know if he finds out he will think you must have liked this big cock much more then his little tiny white one.”

On and on he went, all the while still rapidly pumping his cock in me, till I hit the peak of my orgasm, and came real hard again my moaning turned into one hard long groin, well my cum juices pored out of me. Not long after he tightened up and pushed his cock deep into me, and again shot a big load of cum deep inside me.

He stopped cumming and pulled his cock out of my pussy, and got off me. I laid spread out across the mattress. I was still shaking a bit, more trembling I guess. My body felt weak and I felt helpless.
When I knew he had went up the stairs, I slowly sat up and looked around the room looking for something or someway to escape, call for help anything , but it looked hopeless. I pulled my legs to my body and lay on my side, curled up in a ball, and cried, flat out cried. The word popped into my head over and over RAPE! I had just been raped! He had cummed inside me. How could I tell my husband that it happened! How would he feel knowing another man, had been inside his wife?!

Worse still, how many times was it going to happen? What if he held me for a few days, a week, MORE even? How would my husband handle knowing his wife had been raped dozens of times over the time I was gone? What if I became pregnant? I’m 45 but it could happen. The more I let myself think, the more freaked I got.

I then realize I needed to figure out what I was going to do, when he, wait they came back. That’s when it hit me. The other guy I was sure was going to want to rape me as well. I was most likely going to be gang raped, which seemed worse for some reason. I set to thinking about what to do. It may sound dumb to some people, but I had to decide, weather I should fight back or not. I knew I could not fight them off. When 1 or both of them came back even if I put up a fight, they would sooner or later [more likely sooner] over power me and id get raped again and again. My other opinion was to give up right away, and let them have me as much as they want. Giving up seemed the smarter thing to do, but I let the shame of doing that get to me. I felt like if it gave in it was like saying I was giving them permission to fuck me and it would not be rape, and my husband would find out and think I was really just being a whore. So I convinced myself to fight back when they came back. I felt it was better to be raped fighting back. I laid there thinking about it and passed out. I was soon awoke by the sound of the stairs I sat up to find 3 men standing around the mattress all were nude except for masks. There cocks stuck out at me the guy who had raped me had the biggest cock, but the other guys were almost as big. I readied myself to put up a fight, knowing full well I could not fight even one of them let alone 3. The 1st guy said “ok Linda [when did he learn my name?] be a good girl and you’ll have a better time.” Trying to maintain my stand of fighting back, I yelled “DON’T TOUCH ME!” “DON’T YOU DARE COME NEAR ME!” It was probably the worst thing to do; because it was like daring them to attack me I just didn’t realize it till it was too late.
They pounced on me almost all at once. It happened so fast I didn’t even slow them down trying to fight back. The 1st guy had my arms pined down and the 2nd guy spread my legs, and stuck his cock up my pussy in a matter of seconds. I screamed out as he pumped away inside me. The 2nd guy shouted. “DAM U WASN’T LIEING, THIS IS SOME TIGHT PUSSY!” I could only lay there helpless as he raped me. Trying to put my mind in another place but my body would not cooperate, and I started to feel the tingle of an orgasm build in my pussy. The 2nd guy didn’t last long and after only about 5 minutes he let out a groan and sprayed his cum inside me. It had already happened twice, but knowing another of them had just cummed inside me, made it worse somehow. He pulled out of me and the 3rd guy stepped up to take a turn. I at this point I was still struggling, not wanting to give in but he stuck his cock inside me just the same, and began rapeing me. The 3rd guy had been rapeing me for only a minute or 2 when the 2nd guy stuck his cock in my face and said “bout time we try your mouth.”

I panicked. I had never in my life sucked a cock and said as much “Please I never sucked cock before, PLEASE DON’T MAKE ME DO THAT!” This of course just made them want me to do it even more. But when he tried to put it in my mouth, I squeezed my jaw shut the 3rd guy who was still rapeing me pulled out, and stepped back well the 1st and 2nd guys tried to force me to suck cock. They pulled at my jaw trying to pry my mouth open. The 2nd guy rubbed his cock allover my face, and lips.
The 1st guy pinched my nose closed, well keeping a firm hold of my head I tried holding my breath till I could not any longer. As a last resort I parted my lips open but kept my jaw shut tight. Trying to breathe though my teeth clamp together the 2nd guy took advantage of this and rubbed his cock allover the inside of my lips and teeth. It was hard enough taking in air through clench teeth, but with his cock rubbing across my mouth I could not breathe. And as a reflex my mouth opened and he quickly slipped his cock in. the 2nd guy took hold of my head and pushed his cock in my mouth. I thought about biting him, but just as the idea popped into my mind. The 2nd guy yelled “Don’t even think of biting me bitch!!”
“You do and u will loose all your teeth.” Right then and there I knew it was just stupid to try and fight them. He began pumping his cock into my mouth. When he told me to close my mouth around his cock and suck, I did as I was told. He tried forcing it down my throat, well he yelled “That’s right, swallow that cock bitch!” Soon it was going down my throat almost every time he thrust it into my mouth, making me gag many times almost bringing me to the point of throwing up. The other guys yelled “suck it. Suck that cock you whore!” after a short time. I was able to keep from chocking as much by taking in a breath every time he pulled back. When he said. “FUCK im gonna cum!” I tried to pull back but he held my head and said “your going to take every drop of my cum in your mouth, any spills out of your mouth you be sorry!” then he let loose and shot his cum into my mouth. It shot in big warm streams. Blast after blast hitting me in the top of my mouth and most pooling on my tongue. My mind had raced thinking it would be so much I would not be able to take it all but ended up being just one big wad. “Open your mouth and show us.” He said. I opened my mouth like he said and they all looked. “NOW swallow it”. He said well smiling at me. I closed my mouth and swallowed, and it slowly slid down my throat.
The thing that made me feel most ashamed about having to do it was that I was able to do it so easily. Hell, the cum not only didn’t taste bad, it ended up tasting good.
“I’m no better then a whore now”. I thought to myself. I only had a few seconds to rest when the 3rd guy pushed me face down and forced it up my pussy from behind. As soon as he was pumping away, the 1st guy had his cock in front of my face. I didn’t wait to be told I took into my mouth and began sucking. The 3rd guy was pounding my pussy so hard and fast that I was having another orgasm after only a short time. It wasn’t fair I thought why did it take being raped to make me orgasm? Soon I was moaning, well I sucked the 1st guys cock. The 3rd soon shot his cum in me and pulled out. He then said to the 1st guy “hey I’m going back door.” I knew what he meant and cried “Please not there!” I begged the 1st guy but he looked at me and said in a calm voice “Linda have u never had it in the ass?” I said “NO” he smiled and said “he will take it easy that’s the best I can offer you.” The 3rd guy pulled my ass into the air and began to spread my ass cheeks. The 1st guy yelled “Hey get her some lube she’s been good to us so far.”
The 2nd guy went up the stairs, and soon returned with a tube of something. Then I was made to hold my ass cheeks apart well the 3rd guy spread some cream from the tube on my ass hole. He then slowly pushed a finger into my ass. They kept telling me to relax. Slowly my ass got used to his finger and he then had 2 fingers in. it went easier then I thought it would. The pain was not too bad and I was able to handle it. Then he said “ok I think shes ready.” He pulled out his fingers and slowly pushed his cock head against my ass hole. He gave a hard push and I let out a grunt as he put the head of his cock in my ass.
He pushed slow at first but then pushed hard and forced his cock up my ass. I screamed out as my ass was forced to spread to take his cock. My face was pressed into the mattress as he rammed away into me. It really hurt at first, but after awhile most of the pain went away. And it was just more of a weird feeling. He pumped away and soon cummed in my ass, and pulled it out. I rolled on my side and curled up in a ball. But the 1st and 2nd guy pulled me up and the 1st guy laid on the mattress, and said “Get on my cock.” My legs were wobbly and weak, but I was afraid of what they would hit me if I tried to stall. So I climbed on top of him, and put my pussy over the head of his cock. I spread my pussy lips, and lowered myself on to his cock. The head slipped in my pussy hole, and I slid down his length and filled my pussy up in one move. I gasped at feeling his cock go in me so fast. As soon as I was on top of the 1st guy, the 2nd guy got behind me and pushed me forward I knew what was coming next. He spread my ass cheeks apart and pushed his cock against my ass hole. He pushed hard and forced his cock in my ass. They went at it right away; both working there cocks in and out of me rapidly. Very quickly my body began to respond to what they were doing to me. I was soon having another orgasm, and they took full advantage of it. Saying

“Ya look at this whore, she can’t get enough of our cocks.”

“That’s it Linda show us what a whore you are.”

As this went on the 3rd guy put his cock in my mouth. My orgasm peaked, and I began cumming all over The 1st guy who was below me. He yelled “Ofuck Ya!” “Linda just cummed all over my cock!” Soon, the 2nd guy then let loose and cummed in my ass. Followed, by the 3rd guy cumming in my mouth. When they had stepped back The 1st guy took hold of me and rolled me on my back, and kept pumping away. After a few minutes he shot his cum inside me, and pulled out. They were all standing around the mattress talking about what a great piece of ass I was. I just laid there trying to recover from what had just been done to me. Guys 2-3 went up the stairs well the 1st guy sat and tried to talk to me. He told me if I kept being a good girl they let me go after they were done with me. He got up and left the room going up the stairs. He came back a minute later tossing me 2 towels and a blanket. He pointed to the door at the side of the room saying “if you want to shower or use the toilet it’s in there, night night.”
He left the room and I heard the door at the top of the stairs lock. I laid there wondering what would happen to me next. I happened to look up and realize there was a clock on the wall it read 6:28 am. Id been here for about 5 hours! I rolled over and pulled the blanket around my body and cried myself to sleep.

Maybe it was the exhaustion from being attacked; maybe it was my emotional state. I didn’t know, but I slept soundly, and when I work up I looked up at the clock it read exactly12:00 pm. My husband would surely be home by now, but would he even know I’m missing? Normally I would have been at work by this time. Unless he called my job or they called him he would never know I was not there. It could take till 7:00pm before he would think something maybe wrong. Even then what could be done no one would have any idea where I was. I got up off the mattress and walked to the bathroom.
My whole body hurt, but manly my ass and pussy. I opened the door, and stepped in. it was very clean, and void of loose items except a towel, some soap, and a roll of toilet paper. There was a big mirror over the sink. I jumped when I saw myself in it. I had 2 big purple bruises on my face and I had little bruises around my jaw. I used the toilet, and then I climbed into the shower and let the hottest water I could stand rain down on me. I never thought about trying to preserve any evidence. I just wanted to clean myself off. I rubbed the soap all over my body, washing until I felt clean. I had been in the shower for over an hour before I finally got out and toweled off. Then I looked around the whole basement. This didn’t take long as it was not that big. There were 2 small windows but they looked to be covered by cement on the outside. A little after 2 o’clock I heard the door unlock. I quickly went and sat on the mattress, and covered up with the blanket. All the fear seemed to rush back into me. The 1st guy came walking down the steps with a tray, on it he had a small carton of milk, an apple, and something wrapped in paper. “Here we are Honey.” “You must be hungry after the workout we all had last night.” He said. He set the items from the tray on a table that was mounted to the floor, and went back up the stairs. He came right back a few seconds later with a plastic chair and some magazines. Once I got my fear under control, I got up and walk over to where he had set everything. He held the chair out for me like he was some kind of gentlemen. I ignore it and sat down. Without pause I tore in to the food. In the paper was a turkey sandwich. As I hungrily bit into it he laughed and said “MY my what an apatite you have there.” “I’ll leave you to eat your lunch and bring you something for desert later.” The way he said it made me think he was referring to something other then food, But I kept eating well he went back up the stairs.

When I had finished my meal I took a look at the magazines he brought down. They were mostly all porno magazines, but there were a few playboy ones that had things to read, so I started with them. Around 4 o’clock the door opened and he came back down. his first words were “Hope you ready for dessert.” He walked up to me nude, and told me to stand up. I got up and he sat in the chair then he said “Now get on your knees and suck my cock.” I didn’t try to resist any longer as I felt id just pay for it in the end, so I got on my knees, took his cock into my mouth and started to suck it. He obviously realized I did not know much about sucking cock. {Which I truly didn’t} So he gave me instruction on what he wanted me to do as I did it. After awhile he said “Dam you a quick learner” “You sure know how to suck cock now.” After a few more minutes he said “Here comes your Dessert” then he cummed in my mouth. He cummed much more then the other guys did and some dribbled out of the side of my mouth, and ran down my cheek. Once he pulled his cock from my mouth, I swallowed the rest of his cum and wiped my face off. Then he pulled me up to my feet and walked me to the mattress. I lie down and spread my legs; he climbed on top of me and put his cock up my pussy.
After only a few minutes as before I felt the string of an orgasm building. I didn’t try to hide it anymore, {not that I did much before} and let my body take control. I was panting and moaning full out. I’d never done anything like that till now. He just kept pounding away in me well saying “Ya oya you know you love this cock” “This is my pussy now” He raped me for almost an hour bring me to orgasm twice. After the second time I came real hard, he followed right after and shot more cum inside me.
He looked down at me and smiled. I turned my head and looked away. “Ya that’s right look away” “You know you love it don’t try to pretend you don’t” he pulled out of me got up and left. I sat up and pulled my legs to my chest and rested my head on my knees. I let my mind drift for awhile, till I heard the door unlock. I looked up to see the other guys come down. They wasted no time and were on me like hungry animals. I sucked the 2nd guy well the 3rd guy fucked my pussy. After several minutes, they switched places, and kept going. The 3rd guy cummed in my mouth, and then had the 2nd guy roll me over, and they raped my ass and pussy at the same time again. They continued rapeing me for almost 2 hours all the while switching places and using me in every way they could. I orgasm twice during that time, and each time they joked about how much I must love there cocks to cum like I did. When they were done they left, and I went back to the shower and washed my body again. When I got out of the shower I looked up at the clock it said 8:23 pm I knew by now my husband would be looking for me. People would know I was missing. This didn’t mean I was going to be found though. The time turned later and later till it was 1:35am. I sat curled up on the mattress, wrapped it the blanket, wondering what Joe thought, hell what anyone thought happened to me. Did they find my car still parked at the supermarket? I finally drifted off to sleep.

In the following days I was gang raped countless times by the 3 men. Everyday was much the same. Id wake up they would bring me food after eating sometimes id be raped. Then I spend time from around 10:00am till about 3 or 4:00pm alone well they were gone. {At work maybe?} I’d spend a lot of time reading what ever they brought down for me. Anytime after 4:00pm they would come back and id be raped, by one or more of them, many times by all 3 at once. Before 8:00pm most times they would give me something more to eat. I didn’t think it could get worse then this, they soon found a way to make it worse. I had woken up one morning, and took a shower like id did several times before, then sat down and read some magazines. The 1st guy came down the stairs with a big bag in hand. He pulled out a dress and handed it to me. I had not worn a piece of clothing since my dress was ripped off me the first day, so I quickly slipped into it. Then he reached into the bag and pulled out a Camera! Even not knowing what he was planning when I first saw the bag, the camera needed no expiation. But he did anyway, He said he was going to take some pictures of me and I “better be a good girl” or “he’d get mad”. So I asked what he wanted me to do. He started me sitting in the chair and began clicking away with the camera. He had me change poses over and over showing more or less bare skin. Soon I was baring my breasts and the camera clicked away then my ass and pussy. Followed by legs spread close-ups then spreading my pussy open using my fingers on myself and so on. The dress was slipped off and he produced sex toys from the bag. Id seen dildos and vibrators, but never used one before. He had me pose with them on me and in me in everyway possible. After I thought he was done, he produced another set of clothes and the process started again.
This went on threw 6 sets of clothes. When he was finally done he left with out saying anything more. He did leave me with a dress to wear, which I did. I sat reading for awhile, and it got later. Around 3oclock he came back down with some food gave it to me and left. I ate the food, and went back to reading.


I was not bugged till almost 6:00pm when he came back down with the 2nd and 3rd guys in tow this time they had a video camera. I was told what to do and we began. I stripped the dress off and the 1st guy raped me on the mattress well the 2nd guy taped it after he finished he held the camera well the 2nd guy raped me. The 3rd guy taped well the 1st and 2nd guys gang raped me and well I sucked there cocks. They used the still camera to take pictures of more of the same. When they were finally done and left, I climbed into the shower. The hot water ran down my body well I cried. What more did they want from me? How much worse could the nightmare I was living get?! I finally got out of the shower and pulled the blanket around myself and went to sleep almost hoping I would not wake up again. I awoke around noon the next day. My food was brought down to me by the 1st guy. I ate it, and as often happened after, he made me suck his cock and then he raped me. he left and I took another shower. The day went by and I awaited my next meal, and excepted id be raped several times that night as that is what always happened. At 8 o’clock I was brought food by the 1st guy and left alone for a little while. When the 1st guy came down the stairs again I thought that he was looking for his nightly time with me on the mattress. When he tossed me a dress, I thought it meant more movies, and pictures. As I put the dress on though, he said. “Linda since you been a good girl this whole week were going to let you go tonight.” My knees almost buckled when I heard him say it. The first thing I could think to say was “what do I need to do?” he smiled and then he grabbed me and began to tie my arms behind my back, then he put a hood over my head, picked me up, and carried me up the stairs. I was soon being put in what I was sure was a car trunk “You keep quiet and you be home soon.” Was all he said before closing the trunk lid. The car started, and the long drive began. The whole time I thought to myself, Is this really happening? Are they really going to let me go? Or kill me?! Finally the car came to a stop, the trunk opened, and I was lifted out. They laid me face down on some grass. And for a moment I thought they were going to kill me! I even began to beg “PLEASE DON’T KILL ME!” I cried. They started laughing and the 1st guy said “Linda, sweetie were not going to kill you.” “Were letting you go, you just need to follow our rules.” “OK?” “YES, ok” I replied. My arms were undone and then he said “Now count to 100 and then you can get up and go where ever you want.” “It’s that easy.” I started counting, and made sure to go slow. In the background I could hear the sound of there car pull away. When I finally reached 100, I rolled over and sat up. I pulled the hood off my head and looked around. I realized I was in a park just down the road from the supermarket and my house!
The realization of it hit me and I started crying. I finally got to my feet and started to walk home. The fear of what I would tell my husband when I got there hit me like a ton of bricks. If he asked what happened to me. What was I going to tell him? That 3 men abducted me and I was repeatedly gang raped for the last 2 weeks! Would he be able to handle it? I didn’t know. My fear was I knew how cops were after being married to one for over 20 years. I knew that most of them, if not all have huge egos.
Finding out your wife had been getting gang raped by a bunch of men well she was missing, would hit him right in his pride. Maybe even worse, if other cops found out it happened.

I was thinking about all this, because I suddenly remembered a time back when Joe had only been on the force for a year. I over heard Joe and some of his buddies from the force talking about a drug case, well they were sitting in the office room in our house. I listened in threw the door and heard them talking about some women being raped by some drug dealer as pay back for her boyfriend stealing drugs. What was said about it is what came rushing back. One of the guys said “Dam that is a tough break, I know I would not want to touch my women again after I knew some nigger had put his greasy cock in her.” “You aint lying man you’d always remember some nigger tainted that pussy.” Another said. Then I heard my husband say “Ya I would dump my wife in a instant if I knew she touch some nigger.” At the time I just wrote it off as macho cop talk and never really thought about it again, till that very moment. When I reached my front door, I had told myself I would try to hide the rape. Saying I was abducted for a ransom, but when they realized I was the wrong women they let me go. I knocked on the door and my friend Judy opened it with a look of shock on her face. “LINDA!!” she screamed, and grabbed hold of me in a big hug we both cried. My house was filled with about 10-12 people at the time they all came running up to see me. Joe ran up and pulled me into his arms and kissed me and held me tight, my kids’ right behind him. After everyone calmed down a little bit, I went with my story about the ransom and being the wrong women. Everyone seem to buy it, and soon I was questioned by the cops for all the details. They even asked if I was sexually assaulted. I said I wasn’t and lied, saying I was treated fine. The parts where I told the truth were about being abducted, and held in a basement, and how, and where they let me go. Finally everything was settled and my story taken as the truth.

It was a week later that Joe out of the blue walked up to me well I was sitting in bed reading a book and said. “Linda I know you lied to the investigators about what happened to you.” “I need to know the truth.” The book fell out of my hand and I started shaking, and began to cry a bit. “You don’t want to know” “I can’t tell you.” I said. He kept saying he needed to know, that I had to tell him. Finally I broke down and told him exactly what happened. He asked me questions till I had finally told him everything. Every detail, nothing was left hidden. When I was finished he just sat staring at the floor. He finally looked up and spoke “LINDA, no one can ever know about this.” “If it ever was known that my wife got raped by some low life niggers, id never be able to go back to work.” I shook my head saying “I understand” And we kept it a secret. Not long after though I began getting morning sickness, and found out I was pregnant. Soon after Joe and I split up. He felt he could not love me enough anymore to stay with me. Being a pro life person I could not bring myself to get an abortion. I had planed to give the baby up for adoption after it was born, but when the day came I couldn’t do it and I now had a beautiful baby girl. It did not matter to me now, that she was created when I was raped. The talk around town later was that I had cheated on my husband with a black guy and got knocked up. I even lost some friends from it who thought it was true. No one ever found out id been raped, and I’ve tried to move on in my life. Maybe writing about this will help, me maybe it won’t, I don’t know. I do feel like a weight is off my chest writing about it. Well for what its worth that’s all of it. please Any comments you wish good or bad.
Linda…..