My life is change now and my sex life is very mess up. I keep this from my family and I feel that I will always be in the dark with this for it will shock my family and destroy this small town I live in. I am 22 now and finally need to let this out. I have change names but the story is true. I am from a small town in North Dakota pop about 30,000. I lost something to someone I trust and now it wont stop.
My name is Billy I am the youngest in a family of 3 of girls. My oldest sister is 28 married and lives in Wyoming with 2 kids. My second sister 26 lives here still and will marry this summer.Ã‚Â I guess you can say we are country family for the town is small and the place that everybody hangs out at is Wal-Mart or Taco Bell.I just trun 19 and was going to collage about 50 miles from here but it was just a jr collage. Mark was going to marry my second sister. He was really cool and was great looking but was a real country boy.Peggy my second sister was very quit andÃ‚Â skinny she was about 100 pounds but Mark was her first and in this small town you just get married and have kids and work at the local mill or on your familys farm but if youÃ‚Â are luvky you get out like my oldest sister. Lets Begin..........
I was home one day just watchin TV. Dad was at work and my mom and sisters where out getting ready for this weekend wedding. I was enjoy the summer break before I started school again. I took about a year off when I graduated so I could help out at the house because my dad was ill.Later in the day Mark stop by andÃ‚Â we talk. He was really a nice guy always ask me if I need anything or we talk about my future. I remember I was just in shorts and a t-shirt. We joke about my love life and I got mad and we startedÃ‚Â wrestling. for a few mintues it was in the living room but he pick me up and took me to my room. Once there he slam me on the bed but I never thought nothing about this for we in school never really got into sex ed or rape or anything about sex.He was behide me and had his legs wrap around me and was hold my hands above my head with one hand and the other was tickling me. I was just having fun when I felt him go up my shirt and grab my breast. We stop and not one word came out. He lean to me and told me if i like what he was doing. He was rubing my tits and make my nipple get hard. I could not answer just laid there and let this guy who was going to marry my sister feel me up.
He role me on my stomach and got on top of me. I was so scared for I never thought about sex for I was still a virgin and only had one boyfriend for 2 years. He started to push against my ass and I could feel his cock. One hand was up my shirt and still rubin my tits and the otherÃ‚Â hand made its way down to my ass. He started to feel my ass and rub on it from the outside of my shorts.He kept telling me that this would be our secret and it will feel good and I would like it. He grab one on my hands and pull it to his cock. Unbotton my pants and put your hand inside. I did what he said for I trust him. Once in his pants I feltÃ‚Â his cock. Not my first time for my boyfriend would ask me to jerk him off and we would trade jerk off and him finger me but I want to save myself for my husband in the future.His cock was bigger then my boyfriends and he knew what to do to make my body tingle. I started to feel hot inside and without think started to jerk him off. He pull down my shorts and place his cock right betweenmy legs under my pussy and started to pump. I felt is cock rub against my pussy and I knew he could feel me getting wet. I laid there think that this was wrong but I love Mark as a brother and I was scared to stop.
He reach under me and with his finger was going inside my pants. I told him No and please dont but he just told me to trust him so I did. I felt his finger push in and I let out a sound of relief to let him know that it felt good. A few seconds later I felt 3 fingers in me and I started to feel the pain and pleasure. My panties where so wet and I was daze in plaesure and my mind wanted him to stop but my body wanted more. We heard a door open andÃ‚Â voice of my mom and sisters wher in the house. Mark jump up and quickly ran to the bathroom. I fix myself and went out to see them. I was so speech list that whenÃ‚Â my mom ask a question I could not focus. Mark came out and gave me sister a hug and kiss. Well the wedding came and went and Mark move in with us so they could save up and get thereÃ‚Â own place.
About 1 month later I had not really thought about what happen and was just trying to get ready to start school. I wasÃ‚Â asleep one morning and was awoke by someone touching me. I open my eyes to see Mark there standing in front of me with just his boxers on. Everyone is outside in the back he sad and pull the covers down. I was just inÃ‚Â a long shirt and panties. I just look at him and he pull up my shirt to see my panties. He started to rub my ass and rub his cock. I told him please Mark I love you so much and I knew this was wrong.Ã‚Â This will be our secret and you know you want it. I felt his hand make its way to the front of my pussy. I told him to stop or I was going to tell. He said he would lie and denie it. I was so scared and could not belive this was happen to me. I grab his hand as it felt my hair and pussy and try to stop him...........
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