First, I'm 18 and just graduated from high school with plans to go to college this fall. The college may have to be put on hold however. One afternoon about two and a half week ago I dropped by my best friends house to see if she wanted to go to the mall with me later. She was not home and her dad was the only one there. Her dad is a very handsome man and I have always had a silly crush on him even though he is married, her dad and much older than me. I had also fantasized about having sex with him. We chatted for a few minutes then he asked me if I'd like something to drink and I told him yes. I was standing watching the TV and finishing my drink when he walked up behind me and kissed me on the back of the neck. I was shocked and flattered beyond words. When I didn't say anything he kissed me on the neck again so I tilted my head to the side so he would do it again. The next thing I knew he had reached around and was playing with one of my breast. I didn't say anything to discourage him so he reached around with his other hand put it on the outside of my skirt and began rubbing my private part. With that I knew where it was heading but didn't make any attempt to stop him because I was so flattered and excited that he was that interested in me. We were standing behind a recliner chair which was in the reclined position. He eased me forward over the back of the recliner at the same time raising my skirt. He ran his hand between my legs touching my crotch then quickly in my panties found my clit running a finger in me. I had not said a word since I was enjoying every minute of it so he said "How far are we gonna go?" I was embarrassed to say what I was thing so I just said "Don't ask questions." He stopped stepped back and I knew he was getting ready so I quickly said "You'll need a condom." I was confused because he then stepped back up and began finger me again. All of a sudden he pulled his finger out and I felt his penis going in. I couldn't do a thing but let out an "Ahhhhh" as he was quickly all the way in. He started a slow pleasurable movement and a condom was the last thing I was thinking about. I had never done it doggy style The feeling was totally different as it seemed his penis was getting deeper in me not to mention the difference doing it bareback. He made love to me for several minutes then I could feel him coming. I yelled "Ohhhh Mr. S______!!!!.....Holy Shit that's awesome."as he continued to come. Once he finished he pulled out I could feel him running out of me so I ran to the bathroom .Having never done it without a condom I'm not sure but I would be surprised if one would have held the amount he left in me. When I returned he asked me if I was ok I told him I was fine. To let him know I was ok with it I gave him a kiss on the cheek then said "I enjoyed you making love to me very much". He said I had given him pleasure too. I looked at him and ask "What if I get pregnant?". to which he replied "We'll cross that bridge if it happens." Well, a couple of days ago I got deathly ill at my stomach and thought I was going to pass out. This morning when I put my bra on my breast are so tender I can hardly stand it which is not a normal thing. I am due any day now for my period but I have a scary feeling that it's might not be coming. We may be crossing that bridge soon.