1.45 AM, on a Wednesday morning. Not my favourite time to finish work but, the new server was up and running and I didn’t have to be back in until 2 PM, this afternoon.

I drove at a leisurely pace, well aware of the many speed cameras along this stretch of the A12, my only fellow road users were Dutch and Polish Lorries on their way to Harwich or Felixstowe. I was singing along to Read More...

I had stayed awake all night, I was afraid to close my eyes, afraid to try to sleep having not fully figured out what had happened, or why it had happened. My mind went over everything that I thought had happened, and what I had to do today at school. The first thing I did was strip my bed and hide my wet sheets; I would wash those later when I got home. Read More...

Lately some of my friends have started blogging and those that know me know that I’m not a blogger. I prefer to think of my self as a chatter and a tweeter but some of my friends stories have been interesting to read and after being challenged to write out our “first time” I thought I would give it a try so hear goes. If I get good feedback from the first, who knows, I might try writing a second Read More...

My Brother’s Ghost.


It had been fifteen years since my younger brother had been beaten to death as a victim of a hate crime. Josh was gay, and at fifteen, he was going through a very tough time, in particular trying to find his own identity, as well as finding someone to care about him. As his older brother, I loved him with all my heart, and though I couldn’t be sure, of cou Read More...